story draft

I always wanted to dream like other people...

   My story is really complicated and hard to live 

sometimes I think that I’m not a real human being at all 

I fell in love with a guy that i cannot have at all 

i regret everything in life

falling in love

having emotion

…being alive

Sometimes I think that I’m just a mistake

But I guess I have a reason to be alive

I think about the times that I couldn’t breathe at all around him

Every time I try to talk to him he just puts me to aside

 He …. He just teases me all the time

I don’t know if he really loves me or not

( i dont know if i should continue this do you want to read more )